Sinaì - 21 - Westchester & NYC - fashion design student on a leave of absence until further notice cos i went broke (◕‿◕✿) E.L.F. ♡
I’m sorry to hear that. But please try and hold up you can never be sure what tomorrow holds, you may well find something brilliant.
i think tomorrow might be worse, since i have to face everyone & then get a bunch of shit thrown at me about how i’m a bad sister, daughter & employee. whatever i guess, i just wanted to continue being so happy after seeing BAP live but that fizzled so quickly & it’s not fair. you’re the best though, thank you♡
I just got home & I should have actually stayed outside the venue to see them cos people actually met them afterwards….wow…..but an even better reason is cos everyone in my household hates me. My little sister deserves to be angry & hate me & I know when she said “it was just BAP…” that is wasn’t JUST BAP but people she actually wanted to see too, even if she isn’t the world’s biggest Baby. I think I’m fired from my job, I missed yesterday & now today & my mom won’t even talk to me….now I feel shitty & this is not how I’m suppose to be feeling after seeing BAP….I was on such a high but I just crashed so bad.
thank you thank you THANK YOU to Mel for tonight. when I could no longer get tickets I was coming to peace with myself that I was most likely gonna miss a chance of a lifetime…..but then came Melvin & Tracy & just…..bless you, may all your hopes & dreams come true.
oh my god fowieowhdhfoausgw how am I still alive after seeing BAP live??? oh dear god, they truly live up to their name, Best Absolute Perfect. all of them. Himchan is a flawless beautiful human being, not one imperfection on his face…..towards the end I made the typical fangirl heart with my arms & he made one back after scanning the back section, I don’t know how I didn’t cry?? I hope someone caught it in a fancam of when Yongguk was introducing himself & Himchan pointed to him & said, “he’s perfect!” …..do we even need to do anything??? this ship sails itself, Banghim （；゜０゜）♡ (actually two guys in front of me filmed the WHOLE thing & i think i ruined them all cos i screamed Himchan every other minute….)
one of my fav songs is Punch & I got to hear Daehyun hit those notes live. I’m still not over that. I finally got to hear that incredible voice of his live & Yongguk & Himchan’s deep voices ♡w♡ oh my god when Jongup & Zelo started doing the dougie & going crazy I thought the whole crowd was gonna collapse, I have never enjoyed a performance of someone doing the dougie more than I have tonight. I wish there had been a way I could have taken my little sister, I still feel like shit about that & if you’re reading this Kitty, I’m really sorry. I will buy you a ticket to S Korea & all the albums in the world that you want. I promise.
There were a couple of seats empty in my row & I know people that could have filled those up, it’s just not fair. I was a seat down from a journalist, NY Times perhaps?? *o* he practically sat the whole time & if he writes how a girl next to him blew his eardrums out, I know that’s me. he actually looked excited when BAP first came out but then he just sat back down the whole time, he did always looked impressed when Daehyun sang though, but how can anyone not be? they are Best Absolute Perfect after all, I hope the journalist writes that they live up to their name cos it’s true & good journalist write the truth.