Sinaì - 21 - Westchester & NYC - fashion design student on a leave of absence until further notice cos i went broke (◕‿◕✿) E.L.F. ♡
oh my god fowieowhdhfoausgw how am I still alive after seeing BAP live??? oh dear god, they truly live up to their name, Best Absolute Perfect. all of them. Himchan is a flawless beautiful human being, not one imperfection on his face…..towards the end I made the typical fangirl heart with my arms & he made one back after scanning the back section, I don’t know how I didn’t cry?? I hope someone caught it in a fancam of when Yongguk was introducing himself & Himchan pointed to him & said, “he’s perfect!” …..do we even need to do anything??? this ship sails itself, Banghim （；゜０゜）♡ (actually two guys in front of me filmed the WHOLE thing & i think i ruined them all cos i screamed Himchan every other minute….)
one of my fav songs is Punch & I got to hear Daehyun hit those notes live. I’m still not over that. I finally got to hear that incredible voice of his live & Yongguk & Himchan’s deep voices ♡w♡ oh my god when Jongup & Zelo started doing the dougie & going crazy I thought the whole crowd was gonna collapse, I have never enjoyed a performance of someone doing the dougie more than I have tonight. I wish there had been a way I could have taken my little sister, I still feel like shit about that & if you’re reading this Kitty, I’m really sorry. I will buy you a ticket to S Korea & all the albums in the world that you want. I promise.
There were a couple of seats empty in my row & I know people that could have filled those up, it’s just not fair. I was a seat down from a journalist, NY Times perhaps?? *o* he practically sat the whole time & if he writes how a girl next to him blew his eardrums out, I know that’s me. he actually looked excited when BAP first came out but then he just sat back down the whole time, he did always looked impressed when Daehyun sang though, but how can anyone not be? they are Best Absolute Perfect after all, I hope the journalist writes that they live up to their name cos it’s true & good journalist write the truth.
where do I even start??? I got to see BAP after standing at Times Square in front of MTV K for hours. I was second row & I almost collapsed but it was all worth it. I’ve never seen any idols that close up & OH MY GOD HIMCHAN IS SO MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL. all of them are, honestly. Himchan & Yongguk have the most clear complexions I’ve ever seen. Okay so before that I went to the Verizon hangout spot & to actually get to meet BAP you had to win a scratch off & after going on the line 7 times I didn’t win ]’; but I was at least so so close to them at Times Square, almost bawling my eyes out cos you guys don’t understand, they were there in the flesh right in front of me, looking much more beautiful than I could have ever imagined…..just…
they performed for MTV K & you could see some of them out the window, mainly their asses *o* Daehyun, Zelo & Yongguk gave the best fan service from the window & Himchan only turned like once & he was always near the window cos he’s often in the back during performances. oh right, I made sweet sweet eye contact with Himchan during the MTV K interview in Times Square. actually, a lot of perfect eye contact as he waited to move towards the host, ahhhh dear jesus.
so after their whole performance at MTV K studios everyone ran to the back to try to see them leave in a car….pfft car, they were riding in a white stretch limousine. why was I not surprised? so they came out & I didn’t really see anything cos the police moved the fans across the street but I did the worst thing ever & I’m so ashamed of this but like basically everyone else I ran after the limo…..I know, terrible. I never thought I’d do that since I’m all about respecting idols’ space & whatnot but the whole rush got to me & I srsly ran 2 blocks with everyone else & even went close to the limo, but don’t worry, I wasn’t crazy enough to actually go next to the windows & bang on them like a group did….that was embarrassing to watch. but anyways, I tried to summarize today in the shortest text post but this is still pretty long. I already know I’m in a shitload of fan cams & that makes me feel queasy…..
my day started with me wanting to go shopping around SoHo & get my eyebrows done & turned into a true kpop fangirling day. I’m just getting home now & I have to be at a shoot tomorrow at 9AM…….well worth it.
i want a gas that does the opposite of helium
so I can inhale it and be like
“u only have 1 chance u kno”